Good & Not So Good News

Confuse ke with my title this time..heee, saje ngade2.. I guess i have to skip my no.2 topic as mentioned in previous post, because i think i have to express this out. I prefer to express it here rather in my facebook page, my blog is like a little world with me in it while facebook is like the whole world is staring at me if i post anything..heeee...ngade2 kan

So funny today when i picked up my daania at her school, and her teacher told me that daania kept on telling her..."ibu ada baby"... Than if her teacher says "eh, ibu radin mane ada baby"..she'll answers back "eh..ada, ibu ada baby dalam perut" ...... Oohh anak ibu sorg ni..haha. So that's the good news, Alhamdulillah, im pregnant at 9 weeks now :)

I discovered i was pregnant couple weeks ago but doesn't have the time to do proper checkup at the hospital. This time im determine to have a muslimah gynea, and did a lot of research, few doctors were in my wish list suggested by family and friends and considering the hospital location into account. At last, ive chosed Dr. Siti Zaleha from Tawakkal KPJ, so last tuesday morning i called her clinic up to set appointment. She's among the favourites..so patient die mmg ramai giler and i only manage get to meet her on the 9th october. Than, on that same tuesday afternoon i was chilling on my empuk sofa and suddenly feeling the rush to go to he restroom and than it happens...my previous nightmare came, i bleed! Dgn gabra n blur juga, i drove by myself to my previous gyne at DDMC without telling my husband till i reached there...i was afraid to go to tawakkal because im not familiar with their procedure. At the end of the day, my baby is ok.. Alhamdulillah! But no heartbeat yet...but its ok as the doc mentioned. He advice me to be extra carefull this time since that i have miscarriage history 6 months ago

That was last week, so this week on the 9th, ive met Dr. Siti for the first time. Such a nice, muslimah and motherly lady. I was so relax during the consultation.. ive told her everything since my last pregnancy till what happened last week. New inputs and motivation words were given and she suggested a procedure need to be done to be on the safe side since i had a miscarrieged during my 2nd trimester which she suspected my cervix is incompetence. She did and ultrasound, and there was the heartbeat...i was so blessed listening to it. She too told me to be extra carefull, jgn naik turun tangga sangat, drive , jgn stress, dont think too much of the bleeding during this first trimester. I was adviced to meet her again on the 12th weeks to check on my cervix condition.. Oh Allah, hopefully everything is normal.

At this moment, my challange is to drive pegi balik ofis hantar daania to taska which needs a lot of kudrat on my lower part of my body especially during traffic jams or daania tak nak bangun and i have to carry her to the car... Hey! Doc tak bagi buat semua ni lah!! But i have to...thanks to the 'brilliant' people in my department who posted my husband to Putrajaya! Among all those people who's been promoted, mr hubby i juga yang dia nak hantar ke sana... Such a bad timing with my current condition!! Oohh Allah, do ease my burden. Im actually tak kesah pun drive sendiri semua...but its just my health condition, kadang2 tengah drive pun pening2 and naussea...huuuu :( So my only way now is driving late to the office to skip all those hassle traffic jam, nak buat camner kan...im not taking any chances this time.. The first time i drove to the office which was that tuesday that i bleed, and also 2 days back.... I bleed again.. Alhamdulillah today im ok despite facing the traffic jam for almost 2 1/2 hours. Now once i reached home i'll be so tired, and daania pun sure mengamuk sebab i x layan dia, baba dia pun penat sebab naik motor all the way from putrajaya... So to sum up, now im totally exhausted, flat and stressfull and really need to sleep...only that my daania wont allow me to do so.....sighhh.

Ok ok, x moh stress stress. Im hoping to have a blessfull pregnancy this time and dipermudahkan segalanya. Hope everything goes well.....insyaAllah..amin!