Qaed turns 1!!

Agak lame sangat (nak sebut giler tapi selalu kene sound ngan Daania..huhu) tak hupdate la kan. So on the 19th April was Qaed's first birthday!! Ya Ampunnn..pantasnya masa berlaluuuu :D Me and hubby was like..nak celebrate 4beranak je ke or nak buat makan2 sikit...pikir punya pikir kitorg buat mini celebration je with my parents, and inlaws. Just a very simple party for Qaed so that bila die tgk album die nanti..hehe. Tak lah kluar dialog "Apsal kakak daania banyak gambar, ada celebrate birthday..Qaed xde????" (That was me la kan mase kecik, adik beradik semue byk gambar and celebrate birthday party, me alone je xde..sadd..haha :P)

So here are just some simple diy birthday props. No theme actually, just simply a nice cute props that i could think of for our cute lil Qaed ☺️

My wish of being a WAHM

Nothing much to say...im just being so emotional at this very moment because tomorrow is my 1st day back to work :'(

Oh Allah..please grant my duas to take care my kids with my own hand. Please ease my path...

Ameen

60 Days

I've just noticed i left this title hanging without thread (gantung tak bertali..haha!) for almost more than a month. Was planning to share my self confinement experience actually..Guess i have to flash back my memories than :D

Titutitutitutitu (ni bunyi ala2 karen back to the past) heeeee

Why i decided to choose self confinement?

1. My mum passed away last 2 years...ok part ni sedih sikit lah ye, bare with me. I believe that all daughters in the world would love to be cared by their own mum during confinement. Its either in your own house, or your parents house..because you want to be comfortable and tak segan. Time ni lah nak ngade2 n everything la kan. My in laws did offer to stay at their home... I luv them..i do! But i just cant. Plus my brother in laws pun dah besar2 kat rumah tu...and im very concern with my Aurah. So i thought that its better to be in my own home. Eventhough ada sorang my brother in law staying with us, but he's working so malam je ade...so ok la. Tak la i kene pakai tudung 24/7, kalo tak stressfull jugak...which sometimes i do get stressed out because of this. Because if my brother in law balik rumah, i prefer to just stay in the bedroom, kalau nak lepak or breastfeed my baby in the living room, sure kene pakai proper and pakai tudung. At first i was ok, but lama2 i was really tense n felt clusterphobic and having several nervous breakdown...thanks to my imbalance hormone,huhu. Shared this with my husband? Yup i did...but he asked me to bare with it because his brother is doing his photography job..easy for him to monitor. So i have to bare with it la. Oh dont get me wrong.. I love my brother in law..he's nice, and nice to my kids...iyerlah time tu tgh postnatal depression, tu yang tak keruan jadinya. But Alhamdulillah now im ok with it... ( sometims ade gak la tension..yerla...kat luar kene pakai tudung, balik rumah kene pakai tudung ) but what to do... ive to sacrifice my freedom (hope 1 day my husband would appreciate what i have done...hehe)

2. Not enough budget to hire confinement lady. As our budget dah lari since that i admitted few times before deliver :( Originally i planned to have confinement lady to take care of me...Ilmu pantang tak cukup...oops. now you know my pantang this time was so haywire :( But my mother in law did prepare my lunch/dinner during the early days and bath my baby. Im so greatfull to have a caring parents in law. Sanggup tengahari diorg hantar lauk :') Alhamdulillah. But the problem was me, being pelahap in nature, i usually eat the whole meal at lunch (eventhough my MIL prepared together with dinner) So my dinner will be apa yang available la. But still i ate healthy food la, only either it is panas or sejuk food...i belasah jek. Other than that.. My husband was my confinement guy! He did prepare my breakfast, air herba untuk mandi, take good care of my daughter and layan my kerenah lah :D Another sacrifice of not being cared properly during confinement. Hopefully it doesn't effect my health later.. Even till now i didn't had my last 3 days urut :(

Because of the reasons above...  Really taught me for being independent. Alhamdulillah....thank you Allah! my luka bersalin healed much earlier compared to the first one. So i can take care of myself and my baby. I already did house chores during the first week of my confinement....but ringan2 jek la.

Another thing, I can feel that i get easily depressed this time (i even met homeopathy doctor for treatment) Probably its my first pregnancy and post delivery without my mum. Pregnancy + delivery + confinemet without our mum is REALLY HARD! But day passes by, i always pray to Allah to ease my burden and try as much as i could to think positive... Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan :)

My Delivery Journey

ALHAMDULILLAH!..Thats the first word that came out from me when the nurse place my baby on my chest after the delivery 😊

So here goes the whole story.....saje nak cerita (ntah ada org bace ke tak) haha!

It was my 36++ weeks of pregnancy.. Working as usual, on wednesday morning felt so uncomfortable with my tummy, contraction + senak + mcm nak pitam for almost 1 1/2 hrs. After that sambung keje cm biasa sbb ada discussion at 10, after the discussion i went to the toilet and found out ada discharge..it was fresh blood, but very little... Apelagi..gabra laaaa..huhu. Phone my gynea dr. siti, but she was treating a patient..the nurse inform me dr. Siti will return my call

So tunggu punyer tunggu, dr. Siti called and i informed her. Straight away she said "esok doctor buka cerclage Isma lah ye, than we'll see ada progress or not, if ada Isma kene admit terus"  n i was like... OCCAYYY... surprisingly i mmg occay, probably sebab dah tak larat nak bawak perut ke hulur hilir...uhuhu. But still a little worried sbb 36w, sure baby kecik, takut prematured je

The next day, i packed me n my baby's stuff just incase kene admit and in labour terus...senang, tak payah hubby susah2 nak pack later and most important tak lah banyak salah barang yang die bawak...uhuhuhu...oops, sorry sayang :D to cut the story short, after my cerclage was been taken off (alhamdulillah not painfull, just a little discomfort) my cervix straight away dilated n bukaan 3cm!! Ok..confirm kene tahan kat labour room, than every 4 hours they will monitor for any progress.

So through out that Thursday, i was in the labour room lepaking and watching korean drama.. Seriously, was not feeling any contraction... And tido jek memanjang... Konon to get enough rest, so that when the real contraction comes and nak push ada energy..uhuhu. The next day, Friday Subuh, the nurse checked and dah bukak 5cm..uit, i didnt feel any contraction... And i was thinking, logiclah!  Itu la pasal kene pasang cerclage at the first place, my servix senang dilate i guess.

Dr. Siti came to check at around 915, still 5cm...than dr. pecahkan air ketuban, this was my first experience sbb masa pregnantkan Daania dulu, air ketuban pecah sendiri. At 10am, the contraction start cominggg, apa lagi...the breathing technique really helps! Ooo and this time first time cube pakai gas, saje gatal... Ok gak...mamai2 but it helps divert your attention away from the pain :D Not long after that, i was in labour...but the nurse werent there because they attended another 2 patients... Nasib baik hubby ada and i asked him to call the nurses (sambil tgh mamaii..uhuhu, padahal patut tekan bell kat sebelah jek!)

The nurses arrived, and i was really really mcm nak deliver ( the meneran sensation came...huah, sensation giteww) since dr.siti tak sampai lagi, my hubby was asked to hold my leg straight, so that i tak terteran. Bila dr. sampai jek, i do feel that the head is extruding, and i was asked to push. I remembered it was 4x kottt, than the little bundle of joy was delivered! It was 11.51am, 2.72 kg... Looks so tiny to me...and healthy, thats more important.

Alhamdulillah dipermudahkan and i was soooo gratefull to Allah. Looking the little one face right after the delivery drained away the pain and all the complications that i've to go through during this pregnancy. Semoga anak ibu and baba menjadi anak yang Soleh :)

Entering The 8 Months

Entering 8 months pregnancy

Total weight gain till last checkup on the 14/3 +- 10.5kg :D (senyum sampai ke telinga)

But at this moment tak tahu la... makan cam tak hengat jek, n rase berat nak jalan sometimes

Braxton Hicks obviously has started

Barang baby tak prepare lagiii... yaiksss!!!

This Pregnancy

In the mood of sharing my experience during this pregnancy. As you may know there were complications during my first 12 weeks, but Alhamdulillah everything is fine after the surgery... The nauseness at night, was gradually decreasing through out the months.

At this very moment , im already half way through..24+weeks lorr. This time mmg rase sgt cepat.. Tup tup dah 24weeks, and sometimes i do lost track..mengharap during my monthly checkup with my gynea..hehe. Since after the surgery everyhting is smooth Alhamdulillah only that some problem with my back. This pregnancy is so much different with my 1st and 2nd one by the way

Weight gain
My weight gain really slow, as for now i only gained 5 kilos..compared dulu..i gained 2 kgs or more each month..haha. Kalau tgk balik my pics masa pregnantkan Daania at 6months agak kebolatan lah. My maternity blouse pun bile nak pakai balik this time rase mcm sgt gabak. But still tak tahulah lepas ni kan...huhu.,was hoping i dont gain that much (so senang nak kurus balik lepas bersalin...Konon!). And even though my weight not gaining that much, my little one is growing mcm johan, Ahamdulillah. My gynea kate the baby is big n panjang ( of cos lah kot yg part panjang tu, sbb ibu n baba die kan panjang..ehe) so my interpretation is, the nutritions that i ate is well received by my baby, even though masa awal2 dulu boleh tahan gak muntah2.... I guess my haemoglobin is just nice this time...hehe.. Boleh tak pakai theory ni :D

Craving
Salty food!!! Yeahhh...my most comfort food of all. No manis2... Or my stomach will feel bloated. Compared mase pregnantkan daania... my confort food was ice cream! There were several times i ate cakes, chocs, candies or sweet drinks.... I did throw up... Haha! Skrg ni okla skit, but still i go for salty food. Tu yg bile checkup suspen juga takut BP naik, but Alhamdulillah normal. I do have issues with my blood preassure since my last pregnancy, even was admitted due to it during my 6months pregnancy at that time. The 2nd one was on high blood medication sebab everytime checkup mesti tinggi. Alhamdulillah, this time until my last checkup, everything's normal. I think our gynea really plays an important role, my gynea Dr Siti Zaleha is such a nice and motherly person to be with and she's the one who took her patients' blood pressure, not her nurses compared to my previous gynea. So being with her i'll feel calm and relax, tu yg BP normal...my 2 theory plak :D

Supplements
This time i choose to try prenatal supplements by Shaklee ( im not an agent by the way) . My last pregnancy, my supplements was purchased separately, ade yg kat gnc, guardian or mane2 pharmacy lah. But this time so malas, thought of purchasing it under one roof, thats where the idea came from actually. I googled it, and Shaklee was it. Alhamdulillah, im serasi with it and In Sha Allah will continue with it during my post natal period :) oo by the way on top of that i do consume virgin coconut oil and udo's oil for omega3,6and 9 (udo's oil ni baru nak start this month since awal2 hari tu tak boleh telan.. ehe)

My mood
My lazyness is sooo obvious! Seriously.... Malas nak masak, kemas rumah...laying on the bed lepak2 tgk ipad n reading is the best. Even tgk tv pun malas! Haha! But some time, out of the blue... Suddenly i would feel overly rajin... Mcm masak bersungguh2 (my early pregnancy i was like giler buat lamb stew), or kemas dapur n bilik giler2.. the mood suddenly came... But remember...happen once in a bloom moon jek ye...hahahaha

Other than that... Not much difference... So, just to share  my recent ultrasound photo showing that In Sha Allah its a BOYYYY :)

She is going to Schoooooolll :)

Daania's officially entering kindergarten this year! It is an islamic montessori kindy named Tadika Sri Comel Manja, the same owner of her previous taska...only that it is an upgraded version for a 4 to 6 year old kids.. Even though to me daania's still 3 years old ( her birthday is in august ), i do feel its the right time for her and its just too cute seeing her getting ready for school ( i mean at 645 am me or hubby will bath her while her eyes are still shut...hahaha, and her normal ayat will be, ' tak nak mandi banyak2' or ' school tutup ' ) ahahaha, kids now days. But once she had her bath, everything went smoothly.. She'll eat her breakfast and sempat tgk tv while the parents pula siap..ehe.

So here....the routine starts for us, awal2 mmg kalut, but after couple of weeks....we re ok. Ni baru sorang kan, kalau ramai2 berderet cam na? Hehe... But Allah maha adil, thats why i never heard parents tak boleh handle theirs kids..i mean jarang la, In Sha Allah akan dipermudahkan

My senior at the office kak wan, advised me... To choose a kindergarten is by selecting what type of primary school you wish to enrol your kid, its like working backwards. I do have a mission to enrol daania to islamic primary school, learning hafazan and arabic language. I believe by doing this she'll excell in her studies. I do have a living proof of that and one of it is me! Hahaha ( cam angkat bakul sendiri plak ) During my primary school i didn't notice the potential till i was in form 4. I entered an arabic school in Kluang since form 1-3, in that school we were asked to do hafazan for the selected surahs and memorize our kitab which everything was in arab. Sometimes i didn't understand at all and just memorise it for the exam sake, but through the years i started to understand arabic language and i even can write essays and speak in arabic ( simple one.... But cool huh ) . Basically we studied 23 subjects. Than i entered a normal islamic school (which has only 1 arabic subject ) in form 4, together with my other 2 friends, and surprisingly we performed so well in that school, outshine some of our friends who had straight As in PMR. I didn't stayed up much or study that much as others ( boleh tahan malas la ), but at last i was the best student for science stream in SPM, memang terkejut and tergelak gak. I guess if i did give it a push in my studies, sure dapat 10 A1.. Haha (poyo jek)

So thats my reason.. For me through hafazan and memorizing the quran, it trains our brain to be sharp and fast learner :)

Ok, back to my Daania :) How time flies isn't it.. Sometimes it hit me looking at my daania. She's all grown up :') and sometimes acts really matured. And one of it she loves wearing hijab.... Kdg2 nak kluar jalan, she'll ask for it... And kdg2 if she didnt asked for it masa nak keluar, she'll ask when she remembered. Kids really learn from what they see and listen. So simple... sometimes she would wear up to few hours and sometimes just a few minutes, fine to me, at least it's a good start :D

Sooo ibunye pun suke jek and kdg2 hover jugak la, tu yg siap bershopping online tudung for kids because its hard to find syria scarf for kids out there.. Hehe. Luckily ive found a fb page sells cute custome made syria scarf for kids!! Suke!!

 To my daughter Daania, ibu doakan you'll have this quality till the end, doing good, tutup aurat, solat.... And all things nice lah! Ehe :D

ready to school in her uniform (teringat uniform ibu jadi pengawas masa sekolah rendah dulu) :)

ni saje tukar style lilit2 ikut style ibu

our Aidilfitri 2012 family potrait

love this pics

daania and her cousing alya. Alya kalau pakai tudung terus macam anak org bosnia.. so cute!

this was during celebrating Amer and Adik's birthday (dah macam b'day daania plak) :D

26th November 2012

Whoopss...its 26th december today, 1 month passed by my 31st birthday. How time flies! I didnt blog about it..huuu. Let me recall back what happened..

Oww..my daania had chicken pox for the first time, exactly 4 days before my bday ( that did make me so occupied i guess..huhu )

But still, my dearest hubby did celebrate my birthday at Marche, The Curve despite daania wasn't fully recovered (tawakal je la mase tu) n i was still having my morning sickness at that time ( i mean night sickness)  Tq mr hubby...Luv u :)

the budak comot with chicken pox

a simple celebration with my luv ones

My Wish

After a long period of time for being unwell on and off, MCs, ELs, admitted...than MC....what i really need right now is a nice rest lepaking in a descent resort or hotel, away from this bed of mine, in my boring bedroom, in my not so home sweet home ( sbb me is tak larat nak kemas everytime daania buat sepah)... Even every inch of the house is so dusty... Hmm i really need it so bad :(

Lagi-lagi terase when it is holiday season at this very moment, and almost everyone that i knew is either balik kampung or pegi holiday... Aarghh!! ( ok relek isma relek) haiiii...poyo nyer mak buyong sorg ni, is it hormone? Dulu time daania takdepun this feeling.... Mmg ngade2 lah!

So dengan gatalnye search lah hotel dekat2 KL ni at agoda, dapat stay for 1 night pun dah kire best! But sadly most of the hotels that I wish for is above my budget..ye laaaa, a big sum of money we have to spend on my surgery (my medical card and insurance tak cover because it's related to pregnancy complication.... Haishhh :(. ) So our monthly expenditure mmg dah lari lah. So, terpakse lah redha and korek duit sana sini as long as boleh lah survive.

So...here i am, lying on my boring bed in my boring room in my not so home sweet home. At least someone is happy playing FIFA in the living room...

.....mummy, i miss u, how i wish you're here  (ok...my hormone is unstable now) :'(

My First Ever Surgery

Just 2 days ago i went on my first surgery in my life and surprisingly i was calm about it, tp adelah gabra sikit which is normal right. Had my normal checkup on the 30th Oct (13wks already lor!..huhu) and my gynae did ve and vagina swap to check on my cervix condition. As suspected my cervix is thin and she detected multiple polyps present at my cervix which is the cause of my bleeding for all this while. So as adviced i have to undergo surgery to remove the polyps and cerclage as a prevention to bleeding as misscarriage later on

That afternoon i was immediately admitted and straight away on antibiotic. Ooo...by the way for those who never knew what's cervical cerclage is. Cervical cerclage is the placement of stitches in the cervix to hold it close. As in my case, it's used to keep a week cervix (incompetent cervix) from opening early. So there it is... I was scheduled for the surgery on the next day at 830am.

So on the 31st, in the OT.... I kept on looking around ...ye laaa jakun lah katekan, first time masuk. Than i was given Spinal injection for the anesthesia. At the first place they planned of letting me sleep over it, but knowing im pregnant and to reduce the risk of miscarriage during surgery...so i was just given spinal injection which was fine for me... It doesn't hurt much during the injection..Alhamdulillah. While the surgery in progress, im trying hard to sleep because the gave me pil tido before...hopefully that i can sleep and let it be lah! But i couldnt....because it was soooo colddd...my upper body was shivering until the nurse have to wrap me all over with blankets and cotton. Memang dah jadi cam egyptian mummy lah time tu! Huhu.

The surgery went well... It took half an hour. My gynae showed me the polyps that she had removed and to be send to the lab to reassure the polyps is nothing than just a polyps...InsyaAllah!  During the recovery, i started to feel my feet gradually...but not my middle part untill that night. So i cant move at all...alhamdulillah thanks to my cousin who came and help with my wudhu' for me to perform my solah. After the anesthesia completely gone at around 11pm, i started to feel severely pain and discomfort, surprisingly its not from tpt operate, but from the urinal tube which was attached to me. Poyo jek kan, orang lain pakai tiub tu relek jek, but for me it was soo painfull. Tahan punya tahan at last i requested the nurse to take it off, but sadly after that it was even more painfu !!! I was trying really hard to bear with for several hours and couldnt sleep, and at around 3am i have to ask pain killer from the nurse...haha, than baru boleh tido.. All because of that tube!

Woke up that subuh, everything was ok...just a little discomfort. I was allowed to discharge that afternoon..Alhamdulillah! So as for today, everything went well, no bleeding presents till now...only little pain when urinate. Im on my bedrest and was given MC till next Friday. Hopefully everything went well till the end..InsyaAllah..Amin

Ps.. Thanks for those who visited! My little brothers..achap and amer, Angah, Sally n Syakira. K.wan and k zar, thanks for the sweet nice book. such a good reading for me :) to my cousin...Baby and her friend, my friends from the QS department...diana, k.baby, k.fiza n k.intan ( was so surprise korg dtg beramai, siap ade sumbangan plak tu, sangat terharu hokay! u guys are ao thoughtfull). My parents who came all the way from JB..luv u guys... Thanks to k.sitah! My good fren aka my insurance agent ;) thanks for your help.... Last but not least...thanks to my dearest hubby and my lil' daania!!! Thanks for being my personal nurse especially during my recovery period. May Allah bless all of you :D

Oh Daania

Ibu with morning sickness lying on the bed

Daania: ibu...nak susu

Ibu: ibu tak sihat la daania, mintak baba buat

Daania: Baba tgh main game...kesian baba tgh main game, kesian baba nanti tak dapat main game

Ibu: Ibu sakit...kesian ibu

Daania: takpeeee....ibu kuat

........huh...... Ni kes dah kow team ngn baba die nih :p

Lying on the sofa watching tv

Ibu: Daania nanti nak baby boy ke baby girl

Daania: baby girlll ( dgn pantasnye )

Ibu: Daania nak baby girl ke baby boy ( saje tanye balik bcos kids tend to answer based on our 2nd option in the question kan)

Daania: daania nak baby girl...nak colour pink!! colour purple!!

......haish budak ni..... Bajet ade color2 agaknye kluar with the baby...huhu

Daania oh daania..... U r really my sunshine eventhough it's the gloomest day of all

Good & Not So Good News

Confuse ke with my title this time..heee, saje ngade2.. I guess i have to skip my no.2 topic as mentioned in previous post, because i think i have to express this out. I prefer to express it here rather in my facebook page, my blog is like a little world with me in it while facebook is like the whole world is staring at me if i post anything..heeee...ngade2 kan

So funny today when i picked up my daania at her school, and her teacher told me that daania kept on telling her..."ibu ada baby"... Than if her teacher says "eh, ibu radin mane ada baby"..she'll answers back "eh..ada, ibu ada baby dalam perut" ...... Oohh anak ibu sorg ni..haha. So that's the good news, Alhamdulillah, im pregnant at 9 weeks now :)

I discovered i was pregnant couple weeks ago but doesn't have the time to do proper checkup at the hospital. This time im determine to have a muslimah gynea, and did a lot of research, few doctors were in my wish list suggested by family and friends and considering the hospital location into account. At last, ive chosed Dr. Siti Zaleha from Tawakkal KPJ, so last tuesday morning i called her clinic up to set appointment. She's among the favourites..so patient die mmg ramai giler and i only manage get to meet her on the 9th october. Than, on that same tuesday afternoon i was chilling on my empuk sofa and suddenly feeling the rush to go to he restroom and than it happens...my previous nightmare came, i bleed! Dgn gabra n blur juga, i drove by myself to my previous gyne at DDMC without telling my husband till i reached there...i was afraid to go to tawakkal because im not familiar with their procedure. At the end of the day, my baby is ok.. Alhamdulillah! But no heartbeat yet...but its ok as the doc mentioned. He advice me to be extra carefull this time since that i have miscarriage history 6 months ago

That was last week, so this week on the 9th, ive met Dr. Siti for the first time. Such a nice, muslimah and motherly lady. I was so relax during the consultation.. ive told her everything since my last pregnancy till what happened last week. New inputs and motivation words were given and she suggested a procedure need to be done to be on the safe side since i had a miscarrieged during my 2nd trimester which she suspected my cervix is incompetence. She did and ultrasound, and there was the heartbeat...i was so blessed listening to it. She too told me to be extra carefull, jgn naik turun tangga sangat, drive , jgn stress, dont think too much of the bleeding during this first trimester. I was adviced to meet her again on the 12th weeks to check on my cervix condition.. Oh Allah, hopefully everything is normal.

At this moment, my challange is to drive pegi balik ofis hantar daania to taska which needs a lot of kudrat on my lower part of my body especially during traffic jams or daania tak nak bangun and i have to carry her to the car... Hey! Doc tak bagi buat semua ni lah!! But i have to...thanks to the 'brilliant' people in my department who posted my husband to Putrajaya! Among all those people who's been promoted, mr hubby i juga yang dia nak hantar ke sana... Such a bad timing with my current condition!! Oohh Allah, do ease my burden. Im actually tak kesah pun drive sendiri semua...but its just my health condition, kadang2 tengah drive pun pening2 and naussea...huuuu :( So my only way now is driving late to the office to skip all those hassle traffic jam, nak buat camner kan...im not taking any chances this time.. The first time i drove to the office which was that tuesday that i bleed, and also 2 days back.... I bleed again.. Alhamdulillah today im ok despite facing the traffic jam for almost 2 1/2 hours. Now once i reached home i'll be so tired, and daania pun sure mengamuk sebab i x layan dia, baba dia pun penat sebab naik motor all the way from putrajaya... So to sum up, now im totally exhausted, flat and stressfull and really need to sleep...only that my daania wont allow me to do so.....sighhh.

Ok ok, x moh stress stress. Im hoping to have a blessfull pregnancy this time and dipermudahkan segalanya. Hope everything goes well.....insyaAllah..amin!

Update please!!!

Isma...pls update your blog!!

Ok ok..alot of things happen since my last update...( of cos la kan!! Berkurun tak update, mestilah ade mcm2 citer ) .haishhh... Kene citer plahan2 and satu persatu :)

1. what happen to my spine?
Still recovering, at last i didnt went to any chiropractor. As suggested by my dad, i went for Scenar Cosmodic treatment  by efloresens bio therapy at Shah Alam. It was great! I can obviously feel the difference since the first treatment at a very affordable cost. It uses a device almost the size of a mobile phone with super canggih button on it, and the therapist will tap it on ur back according to the invisible grid that they have pre set on their report sheet. Than you'll feel vibration sensation on each of the tap and that's actually is the therapy. Well...im actually explain it in the most un medical way......haha. But how it actually work is actually this... Sila lah baca ye! Wajib!

First of all, SCENAR and COSMODIC action is focused on normalization of the disordered functions of the body. The main objective here is providing harmony and stimulating the defensive forces and latent reserves of the body. In fact, it is not the device that treats your diseases, but your own body. It only helps the body to remember how the healthy organs should work and recover.

Skin is known to be able to regulate various physiological functions of the body. Ancient doctors could manage pain and cramps, increase or decrease metabolism, accelerate or slow down the heart rhythm through irritation of various reflex areas on the skin.

The skin integuments can sense detailed information about all processes occurring in the internal organs. If you can process such information, you will have a clear picture of the state of the body. Skin can receive external information and react to irritation through mechanical action (e. g. acupuncture, massage), exposure to heat, electric current, magnetic field, biological field, laser or ultrasound. Skin can receive such information in the form of electric, optic, thermal, chemical, magnetic, mechanical and other signals, then process them and send them in encoded form to the regulating systems of the body.

Skin is interconnected with internal organs and systems of the body. Therefore, any malfunctions occurring in the organs or systems of the body also influence the skin condition. So the skin carries information about the condition of the sick organs or malfunctions of the body systems. We can influence the sick organs and malfunctions in the body from the outside through the skin, while acting upon the certain skin areas.

It is a known fact that the electrical conduction, capacity, temperature and sensitivity of the skin change when something is going wrong in the body.

Depending on the areas being irritated, body reactions upon the irritation are different. This happens because our nervous system can adjust the body functioning to the present environment the body lives in. The skin areas manifesting increased physiological activity are used for action during treatment of diseases with SCENAR-therapy.

SCENAR and COSMODIC devices act upon the body with short-pulse low-frequency signals when the electrodes contact skin. Parameters of the acting signal are set automatically according to the biological feedbacks. In other words, when the electrodes touch the skin, the device receives information about the body’s state. Depending on the condition of the body the device forms and sends neuro-like impulses to the body. These impulses carry information necessary for normal functioning of the body organ or system.

So..that's it, but the essential part is you have to do the therapy as frequent as it requires until the reading is perfect...and after that just continue with it as your personal medical therapist. But the problem for me issssss, i kept missing my appointments due to my konon busy schedule...haishh.. So for now my spine is still hurt, but not that much as 5 months ago

Ok..for no 2 update will be.....Welcoming Our New Mum :) which will update later. penat dah :)

I need a chiropractor...i think

Last week i had a chat with a senior at the office, kak wan.. and termasuklah cerita my lower back is still pain since my last pregnancy. And dengan pantasnya she advised me to meet a chiropractor rather than doing massages. I cant sit for a long time no matter where i am, in the office, at home or in the car... so don't blame me for not being at my table all the time, i terpakse okay :D

Last weekend we travelled to Singapore to visit Universal Studio, half way down my pain was so severe for sitting for too long, no space to stretched my leg and body plus having a 12kg toddler on my lap. I asked my husband to stop and exchanged with me....so i drove all the way down to JB and back to KL with lean to front position (still cant bersandar because it felt like the load of my upper body compressing my lower back). How complicated right? And now my lower back is getting worse. At this moment too my crafty jobs is getting slower due to the pain.... Oh how frustrating!

 So after googled this one particular chiropractor as suggested by kak wan, i think i should make an appoinment. See how it goes ;) By the way at this very moment im updating my blogs while lying on my bed via the new ipad..haha!

Our 1st hardcopy album

Having a husband as a photographer doesnt mean you'll have the luxury of having series of printed album from zillions of photos taken stored in the hardisk. So one day (it was last year by the way), came across a discount page Milkadeal which offered 50% disc for a photo book fromPixajoy.. wut wuutt! Didn't think much and bought it!

It was a simple and fun application, i managed to finished up 2 albums in approximately 3 days (kalah team photography my hubby).hehehe. Ooo, i bought 2 albums by the way and decided to do a 1-2years old album for our Daania and our honeymoon @bali album :D

cool kan... and of course convenient, the finished album you just upload it to their server and the printed one will be courier to... Walla!

25th & 27th March

25th March : Papa's birthday
27th March : Mummy's birthday

Received a call from my dad last Sunday during my afternoon nap...the 1st sentence was "Nana tak wish papa birthday ek?" .....and i was like..alamak!! plus lalo' nak catchup what day that day was... and i said "Nana ingatttt...cuma tak sempat wish jek" (huhuhu..adoyai) But its true! i remembered on the 24th that tomorrow is my dad's birthday, but on 24th night kebetulan my husband siblings came overnight at our place and the next morning sibuk siap2kan their breakfast (which was beli aja) plus a little headache since Saturday.....i forgot to wish my dad's birthday :(

During our phone conversation, after daania sang a very brief birthday song (sebab sibuk nak main dengan cousin die) suddenly there was a long silence and i can hear my dad cries. He told me that he misses my mom alot significantly that day because they used to celebrate their birthdays together :'( 25th & 27th March, arent my parents lucky to have close birthdays.

So to cheer up my dad, i recorded a video of Daania singing Happy Birthday Tok Pa (plus ibu as suara latar..haha) and emailed to him. This was our 2nd attempt due to daania couldnt stop her hiccup during the first recording..hehe

tak sabar2 nak sebut tokpa.. :D

Today is 27th....Happy 61st birthday my beloved mummy , AL-FATIHAH

Dear hormone

Dear my leftover pregnancy hormone.... Im not pregnant anymore. Please go away so that i can have a good night sleep. Its 4 am my dear :/ im working tomorrow!

Yours sincerely,

Me

Jom meng'occupied'kan diri

This is a lagho entry by the way :D Guess what happened during my 2 weeks MC? i tried to make myself occupied by doing...... jeng jeng jeng....... online shopping n live shopping !!! ahaha, hampeh jek kan. but most of it window shopping aka cuci mata jek sbb everytime ape yang i nak dah abis stok...so sad!

Some of the stuffs that i eyed for was the jubahs by rana aswad at her fb....oohh, luv the simple modern design and the price is reasonable. I orded for this Rana Adriya, but takde rezeki dah takde stok.. uwaaaa

soo my color..hehe, i wonder if i wear it same cantik as the model

Than eyed for a denim scarf from Qaira Hijab.. a simple cut scarf for my everyday usage...pegi kedai ke, pegi checkup ke... sarung aja... too lazy to lilit2 now days kalau nak pegi dekat2 or skjp2 jek..oo this time ade stok. Yey! the quality is great and i love it

cun kan...the model pun cun

Next...a long blouse by Anne Kelly at Sogo. The most expensive blouse i ever had, the pattern and fabric is almost the same as the famous zleqha brand ( How i wish to visit zleqha one day) but looking at the price in her online store..mak datok!!! kopak makcik.

this is the anne kelly long blouse. smart kan. me and my daania catwalking while staying at Sterling Hotel@Malacca

Next lagi...bought few dresses n blouses for my lil Daania at reject shop. The dress on the top photo is one of it. murah2 aja and design pun cun. Never under estimate reject shop okay!!

Ooo...lastly i did receive my clarks shoes that i ordered thru a fren who was studing at UK, am so happy because it perfectly fit and the best part is...way more cheaper than malaysia ones even including shipping. But the trick is to pick the discount one lah! heee

originally i ordered 3 actually, but the third one takde stok... i may say the total of this 2 shoes pun even cheaper than the original price of the bottom one (azzure blossom) in Malaysia.

Now im totally understand why SHOPPING IS A THERAPY :D