My Delivery Journey

ALHAMDULILLAH!..Thats the first word that came out from me when the nurse place my baby on my chest after the delivery 😊

So here goes the whole story.....saje nak cerita (ntah ada org bace ke tak) haha!

It was my 36++ weeks of pregnancy.. Working as usual, on wednesday morning felt so uncomfortable with my tummy, contraction + senak + mcm nak pitam for almost 1 1/2 hrs. After that sambung keje cm biasa sbb ada discussion at 10, after the discussion i went to the toilet and found out ada discharge..it was fresh blood, but very little... Apelagi..gabra laaaa..huhu. Phone my gynea dr. siti, but she was treating a patient..the nurse inform me dr. Siti will return my call

So tunggu punyer tunggu, dr. Siti called and i informed her. Straight away she said "esok doctor buka cerclage Isma lah ye, than we'll see ada progress or not, if ada Isma kene admit terus"  n i was like... OCCAYYY... surprisingly i mmg occay, probably sebab dah tak larat nak bawak perut ke hulur hilir...uhuhu. But still a little worried sbb 36w, sure baby kecik, takut prematured je

The next day, i packed me n my baby's stuff just incase kene admit and in labour terus...senang, tak payah hubby susah2 nak pack later and most important tak lah banyak salah barang yang die bawak...uhuhuhu...oops, sorry sayang :D to cut the story short, after my cerclage was been taken off (alhamdulillah not painfull, just a little discomfort) my cervix straight away dilated n bukaan 3cm!! Ok..confirm kene tahan kat labour room, than every 4 hours they will monitor for any progress.

So through out that Thursday, i was in the labour room lepaking and watching korean drama.. Seriously, was not feeling any contraction... And tido jek memanjang... Konon to get enough rest, so that when the real contraction comes and nak push ada energy..uhuhu. The next day, Friday Subuh, the nurse checked and dah bukak 5cm..uit, i didnt feel any contraction... And i was thinking, logiclah!  Itu la pasal kene pasang cerclage at the first place, my servix senang dilate i guess.

Dr. Siti came to check at around 915, still 5cm...than dr. pecahkan air ketuban, this was my first experience sbb masa pregnantkan Daania dulu, air ketuban pecah sendiri. At 10am, the contraction start cominggg, apa lagi...the breathing technique really helps! Ooo and this time first time cube pakai gas, saje gatal... Ok gak...mamai2 but it helps divert your attention away from the pain :D Not long after that, i was in labour...but the nurse werent there because they attended another 2 patients... Nasib baik hubby ada and i asked him to call the nurses (sambil tgh mamaii..uhuhu, padahal patut tekan bell kat sebelah jek!)

The nurses arrived, and i was really really mcm nak deliver ( the meneran sensation came...huah, sensation giteww) since dr.siti tak sampai lagi, my hubby was asked to hold my leg straight, so that i tak terteran. Bila dr. sampai jek, i do feel that the head is extruding, and i was asked to push. I remembered it was 4x kottt, than the little bundle of joy was delivered! It was 11.51am, 2.72 kg... Looks so tiny to me...and healthy, thats more important.

Alhamdulillah dipermudahkan and i was soooo gratefull to Allah. Looking the little one face right after the delivery drained away the pain and all the complications that i've to go through during this pregnancy. Semoga anak ibu and baba menjadi anak yang Soleh :)

Entering The 8 Months

Entering 8 months pregnancy

Total weight gain till last checkup on the 14/3 +- 10.5kg :D (senyum sampai ke telinga)

But at this moment tak tahu la... makan cam tak hengat jek, n rase berat nak jalan sometimes

Braxton Hicks obviously has started

Barang baby tak prepare lagiii... yaiksss!!!

This Pregnancy

In the mood of sharing my experience during this pregnancy. As you may know there were complications during my first 12 weeks, but Alhamdulillah everything is fine after the surgery... The nauseness at night, was gradually decreasing through out the months.

At this very moment , im already half way through..24+weeks lorr. This time mmg rase sgt cepat.. Tup tup dah 24weeks, and sometimes i do lost track..mengharap during my monthly checkup with my gynea..hehe. Since after the surgery everyhting is smooth Alhamdulillah only that some problem with my back. This pregnancy is so much different with my 1st and 2nd one by the way

Weight gain
My weight gain really slow, as for now i only gained 5 kilos..compared dulu..i gained 2 kgs or more each month..haha. Kalau tgk balik my pics masa pregnantkan Daania at 6months agak kebolatan lah. My maternity blouse pun bile nak pakai balik this time rase mcm sgt gabak. But still tak tahulah lepas ni kan...huhu.,was hoping i dont gain that much (so senang nak kurus balik lepas bersalin...Konon!). And even though my weight not gaining that much, my little one is growing mcm johan, Ahamdulillah. My gynea kate the baby is big n panjang ( of cos lah kot yg part panjang tu, sbb ibu n baba die kan panjang..ehe) so my interpretation is, the nutritions that i ate is well received by my baby, even though masa awal2 dulu boleh tahan gak muntah2.... I guess my haemoglobin is just nice this time...hehe.. Boleh tak pakai theory ni :D

Craving
Salty food!!! Yeahhh...my most comfort food of all. No manis2... Or my stomach will feel bloated. Compared mase pregnantkan daania... my confort food was ice cream! There were several times i ate cakes, chocs, candies or sweet drinks.... I did throw up... Haha! Skrg ni okla skit, but still i go for salty food. Tu yg bile checkup suspen juga takut BP naik, but Alhamdulillah normal. I do have issues with my blood preassure since my last pregnancy, even was admitted due to it during my 6months pregnancy at that time. The 2nd one was on high blood medication sebab everytime checkup mesti tinggi. Alhamdulillah, this time until my last checkup, everything's normal. I think our gynea really plays an important role, my gynea Dr Siti Zaleha is such a nice and motherly person to be with and she's the one who took her patients' blood pressure, not her nurses compared to my previous gynea. So being with her i'll feel calm and relax, tu yg BP normal...my 2 theory plak :D

Supplements
This time i choose to try prenatal supplements by Shaklee ( im not an agent by the way) . My last pregnancy, my supplements was purchased separately, ade yg kat gnc, guardian or mane2 pharmacy lah. But this time so malas, thought of purchasing it under one roof, thats where the idea came from actually. I googled it, and Shaklee was it. Alhamdulillah, im serasi with it and In Sha Allah will continue with it during my post natal period :) oo by the way on top of that i do consume virgin coconut oil and udo's oil for omega3,6and 9 (udo's oil ni baru nak start this month since awal2 hari tu tak boleh telan.. ehe)

My mood
My lazyness is sooo obvious! Seriously.... Malas nak masak, kemas rumah...laying on the bed lepak2 tgk ipad n reading is the best. Even tgk tv pun malas! Haha! But some time, out of the blue... Suddenly i would feel overly rajin... Mcm masak bersungguh2 (my early pregnancy i was like giler buat lamb stew), or kemas dapur n bilik giler2.. the mood suddenly came... But remember...happen once in a bloom moon jek ye...hahahaha

Other than that... Not much difference... So, just to share  my recent ultrasound photo showing that In Sha Allah its a BOYYYY :)

She is going to Schoooooolll :)

Daania's officially entering kindergarten this year! It is an islamic montessori kindy named Tadika Sri Comel Manja, the same owner of her previous taska...only that it is an upgraded version for a 4 to 6 year old kids.. Even though to me daania's still 3 years old ( her birthday is in august ), i do feel its the right time for her and its just too cute seeing her getting ready for school ( i mean at 645 am me or hubby will bath her while her eyes are still shut...hahaha, and her normal ayat will be, ' tak nak mandi banyak2' or ' school tutup ' ) ahahaha, kids now days. But once she had her bath, everything went smoothly.. She'll eat her breakfast and sempat tgk tv while the parents pula siap..ehe.

So here....the routine starts for us, awal2 mmg kalut, but after couple of weeks....we re ok. Ni baru sorang kan, kalau ramai2 berderet cam na? Hehe... But Allah maha adil, thats why i never heard parents tak boleh handle theirs kids..i mean jarang la, In Sha Allah akan dipermudahkan

My senior at the office kak wan, advised me... To choose a kindergarten is by selecting what type of primary school you wish to enrol your kid, its like working backwards. I do have a mission to enrol daania to islamic primary school, learning hafazan and arabic language. I believe by doing this she'll excell in her studies. I do have a living proof of that and one of it is me! Hahaha ( cam angkat bakul sendiri plak ) During my primary school i didn't notice the potential till i was in form 4. I entered an arabic school in Kluang since form 1-3, in that school we were asked to do hafazan for the selected surahs and memorize our kitab which everything was in arab. Sometimes i didn't understand at all and just memorise it for the exam sake, but through the years i started to understand arabic language and i even can write essays and speak in arabic ( simple one.... But cool huh ) . Basically we studied 23 subjects. Than i entered a normal islamic school (which has only 1 arabic subject ) in form 4, together with my other 2 friends, and surprisingly we performed so well in that school, outshine some of our friends who had straight As in PMR. I didn't stayed up much or study that much as others ( boleh tahan malas la ), but at last i was the best student for science stream in SPM, memang terkejut and tergelak gak. I guess if i did give it a push in my studies, sure dapat 10 A1.. Haha (poyo jek)

So thats my reason.. For me through hafazan and memorizing the quran, it trains our brain to be sharp and fast learner :)

Ok, back to my Daania :) How time flies isn't it.. Sometimes it hit me looking at my daania. She's all grown up :') and sometimes acts really matured. And one of it she loves wearing hijab.... Kdg2 nak kluar jalan, she'll ask for it... And kdg2 if she didnt asked for it masa nak keluar, she'll ask when she remembered. Kids really learn from what they see and listen. So simple... sometimes she would wear up to few hours and sometimes just a few minutes, fine to me, at least it's a good start :D

Sooo ibunye pun suke jek and kdg2 hover jugak la, tu yg siap bershopping online tudung for kids because its hard to find syria scarf for kids out there.. Hehe. Luckily ive found a fb page sells cute custome made syria scarf for kids!! Suke!!

 To my daughter Daania, ibu doakan you'll have this quality till the end, doing good, tutup aurat, solat.... And all things nice lah! Ehe :D

ready to school in her uniform (teringat uniform ibu jadi pengawas masa sekolah rendah dulu) :)

ni saje tukar style lilit2 ikut style ibu

our Aidilfitri 2012 family potrait

love this pics

daania and her cousing alya. Alya kalau pakai tudung terus macam anak org bosnia.. so cute!

this was during celebrating Amer and Adik's birthday (dah macam b'day daania plak) :D

26th November 2012

Whoopss...its 26th december today, 1 month passed by my 31st birthday. How time flies! I didnt blog about it..huuu. Let me recall back what happened..

Oww..my daania had chicken pox for the first time, exactly 4 days before my bday ( that did make me so occupied i guess..huhu )

But still, my dearest hubby did celebrate my birthday at Marche, The Curve despite daania wasn't fully recovered (tawakal je la mase tu) n i was still having my morning sickness at that time ( i mean night sickness)  Tq mr hubby...Luv u :)

the budak comot with chicken pox

a simple celebration with my luv ones

My Wish

After a long period of time for being unwell on and off, MCs, ELs, admitted...than MC....what i really need right now is a nice rest lepaking in a descent resort or hotel, away from this bed of mine, in my boring bedroom, in my not so home sweet home ( sbb me is tak larat nak kemas everytime daania buat sepah)... Even every inch of the house is so dusty... Hmm i really need it so bad :(

Lagi-lagi terase when it is holiday season at this very moment, and almost everyone that i knew is either balik kampung or pegi holiday... Aarghh!! ( ok relek isma relek) haiiii...poyo nyer mak buyong sorg ni, is it hormone? Dulu time daania takdepun this feeling.... Mmg ngade2 lah!

So dengan gatalnye search lah hotel dekat2 KL ni at agoda, dapat stay for 1 night pun dah kire best! But sadly most of the hotels that I wish for is above my budget..ye laaaa, a big sum of money we have to spend on my surgery (my medical card and insurance tak cover because it's related to pregnancy complication.... Haishhh :(. ) So our monthly expenditure mmg dah lari lah. So, terpakse lah redha and korek duit sana sini as long as boleh lah survive.

So...here i am, lying on my boring bed in my boring room in my not so home sweet home. At least someone is happy playing FIFA in the living room...

.....mummy, i miss u, how i wish you're here  (ok...my hormone is unstable now) :'(

My First Ever Surgery

Just 2 days ago i went on my first surgery in my life and surprisingly i was calm about it, tp adelah gabra sikit which is normal right. Had my normal checkup on the 30th Oct (13wks already lor!..huhu) and my gynae did ve and vagina swap to check on my cervix condition. As suspected my cervix is thin and she detected multiple polyps present at my cervix which is the cause of my bleeding for all this while. So as adviced i have to undergo surgery to remove the polyps and cerclage as a prevention to bleeding as misscarriage later on

That afternoon i was immediately admitted and straight away on antibiotic. Ooo...by the way for those who never knew what's cervical cerclage is. Cervical cerclage is the placement of stitches in the cervix to hold it close. As in my case, it's used to keep a week cervix (incompetent cervix) from opening early. So there it is... I was scheduled for the surgery on the next day at 830am.

So on the 31st, in the OT.... I kept on looking around ...ye laaa jakun lah katekan, first time masuk. Than i was given Spinal injection for the anesthesia. At the first place they planned of letting me sleep over it, but knowing im pregnant and to reduce the risk of miscarriage during surgery...so i was just given spinal injection which was fine for me... It doesn't hurt much during the injection..Alhamdulillah. While the surgery in progress, im trying hard to sleep because the gave me pil tido before...hopefully that i can sleep and let it be lah! But i couldnt....because it was soooo colddd...my upper body was shivering until the nurse have to wrap me all over with blankets and cotton. Memang dah jadi cam egyptian mummy lah time tu! Huhu.

The surgery went well... It took half an hour. My gynae showed me the polyps that she had removed and to be send to the lab to reassure the polyps is nothing than just a polyps...InsyaAllah!  During the recovery, i started to feel my feet gradually...but not my middle part untill that night. So i cant move at all...alhamdulillah thanks to my cousin who came and help with my wudhu' for me to perform my solah. After the anesthesia completely gone at around 11pm, i started to feel severely pain and discomfort, surprisingly its not from tpt operate, but from the urinal tube which was attached to me. Poyo jek kan, orang lain pakai tiub tu relek jek, but for me it was soo painfull. Tahan punya tahan at last i requested the nurse to take it off, but sadly after that it was even more painfu !!! I was trying really hard to bear with for several hours and couldnt sleep, and at around 3am i have to ask pain killer from the nurse...haha, than baru boleh tido.. All because of that tube!

Woke up that subuh, everything was ok...just a little discomfort. I was allowed to discharge that afternoon..Alhamdulillah! So as for today, everything went well, no bleeding presents till now...only little pain when urinate. Im on my bedrest and was given MC till next Friday. Hopefully everything went well till the end..InsyaAllah..Amin

Ps.. Thanks for those who visited! My little brothers..achap and amer, Angah, Sally n Syakira. K.wan and k zar, thanks for the sweet nice book. such a good reading for me :) to my cousin...Baby and her friend, my friends from the QS department...diana, k.baby, k.fiza n k.intan ( was so surprise korg dtg beramai, siap ade sumbangan plak tu, sangat terharu hokay! u guys are ao thoughtfull). My parents who came all the way from JB..luv u guys... Thanks to k.sitah! My good fren aka my insurance agent ;) thanks for your help.... Last but not least...thanks to my dearest hubby and my lil' daania!!! Thanks for being my personal nurse especially during my recovery period. May Allah bless all of you :D